So many happy memories of you Lara! I can still hear your laugh and now I'm laughing just thinking about you. You brought much joy to our lives and you'll never be forgotten xxx

My love I cannot express the pain of not having you here with us but I know you are looking down on us. I know you are with our God because He wanted you early. Missing you loads and cannot stop the tears. Still waiting for when He will 'wipe away my tears' Revelation Chapter 7. I have called at 8 30am to see you this morning. May hear from Poonam and Tracey later. Continue to rest in peace. Your loving Mama xxxxxx

My darling I just want to apologise for wishing you happy birthday a bit late. I was so low on your birthday and went to the cemetery and spent about an hour by your grave. Your brother was going to go with me to the cemetery but he was working. You would have been 39 years old this year but you were not meant to see the day. Your friend Tracey texted me and I spoke to Poonam. They are all missing you. Your dad continues to struggle but he does not discuss you with me. Am missing you so much but have to continue to live for your brother, sister, neices and nephews. Continue to rest in peace. Love you loads xxxxx